Apr08
The good stuff

Usually my mornings are filled with my kids running amuck. Bookbags flying, one shoe is lost, my daughter’s hair clip won’t fit snug enough for her liking, cereal scattered, etc.
Once the older two head off to school, it’s time for a sort of relaxation with my three year old son. Usually that relaxation is spent with me doodling with illustrations on the computer or laying next to my son on the couch.

This morning was a bit different. We had some bacon, watched some Disney Toons as usual, but then Reese wanted to look out the window.
Now that spring has arrived, Reese is marveled by the birds, grass, sunshine. He decided he wanted to feed the “boidies” some bread. We did that and he waited. He became impatient because they weren’t coming to eat his bread and I tried to explain to him that we were being too loud. He then gave up that idea. “They not coming. Forget it.” He then said he just wanted to sit there and look at grass. Ok. So be it. As he looked at grass, I was eating a mango. He stared at me. “What’s that?”. His face contorted. “It’s a mango. Want some?” I asked him and held out the huge pulpy fruit. He thought about it for a second and then I said “It’s sports candy. Like Sportacus likes to eat.”… “Sports candy?!” and he bit into the mango. Thank you, Nick Jr. for Lazy Town.
The next 15 minutes consisted of him taking tiny bites of this mango, and then before I knew it, he grabbed it from me and finished the entire fruit.
“That was good stuff.” he said and then mocked a burp and rubbed his belly.
What I couldn’t explain to him, was that the experience of spending the morning with him, while he discovered a new fruit, fed birds and watched the grass turn greener- was actually the good stuff.

Reese

Apr06
Shall We Begin the Beguine?

Ahhh.
Welcome, Hello there. Where shall I start? I have done so many blogs before. Half done blogs left to stale over years and ignored on the interwebs. A long 6 year private diary/blog. Blogger. Two entries I wrote on other various sites that I have long lost the desire to remember their passwords or even the desire to finish what I started. And let’s not forget my random blabbing on my myspace.

I decided this should be it. The one. Where I write it all down. The ideas. The desires. The happiness. Life’s comedies and tragedies. Where I write about me. I think I may even throw in a short story or two that sit in the dusty files of my computer.

I won’t bore you with the usual “hello, I am Maritza and I am a married 34 year old woman. Married 10 years with three children…” crap. Well, wait- I guess I just did. But I promise you that will be the only part of this entry post with that sort of boring information.

I will begin with explaining why I love this form of self expression. I began writing thoughts and ideas in my tiny little leather diary when I was around 9 years old. The lock hid it’s contents from potential outside intruders. I hid the lock inside a book on my shelf. Easily accesible, now that I think back. Why hadn’t I hidden the key somewhere much more obscure? 
I realize now, that part of me wanted my thoughts to be read. To be analyzed.

That brings me to where I am now. Sharing all I am with you. So you can read, and analyze. Laugh, ponder and at times I am sure- you will totally scratch your head and not have ANY clue whatsoever what I am talking about, but you will hopefully be able to share a quick laugh with me as I babble about my life.

So sit back and enjoy. Leave comments.
And remember- the key to life should never be hidden.